I am sitting in a straight backed chair in a room that is completely dark. It is a dark that cannot be penetrated. It is inky and complete. I don't know for certain but believe that there are no doors, no windows, but somehow I have enough air and that is not a concern for me as I sit here.The same way I know that there are no doors or windows, I am sure that the walls are made of glass. It is what is beyond those walls that frightens me. I feel like the next layer beyond the inky blackness and glass walls is made up of red, swirling demons akin to a Chinese drawing of dragons. They swirl around weightless beyond the glass waiting to for me to move so that they can move through the glass and rip me apart. I hear the boys laughing and playing then, just beyond the dragons. But they don't seem to notice the dragons moving about. Are we in a basement or are we in a field with flowers and sunshine where my cube is anchored in a meadow? I can't quite decide. Only then do I start to feel the urge to move and warn the boys. The largest dragon stops in front of me outside the glass and faces me speaking to me in Irish. I completely understand him when he tells me that . . . . (I woke up).
I dreamed this last night and woke up to the rain on my roof. Usually a sound I love. Today after my dream it seemed foreboding. I've looked up what the dream could mean and in a nutshell my subconscious is telling me that I need to keep my temper in check or I could loose what I love more than anything. That if I will let myself let go happiness lies in wait for me but I have to work through my wanting to control my environment.